It's been a while since I've written a nice, meaningful blog. And again, I always get the ideas for a blog when I'm not at home or not infront of my computer. Maybe I really should write down the ideas on a sheet of paper or on my phone or something. It's a shame because it's like a good blog never gets to see the light of day - never gets to be instilled into the minds of whoever reads the crap I write. Numerous potential blogs gone to waste just because I get the ideas at the wrong time. Or is it because of my irresponsibility of actually taking note of a topic? Whatever..haha. However, I would've liked to get my ideas out on these things because each blog - each topic I would write about has these mere intangibles that come exclusively with that blog.
So, it's been a year and 2 days up to this point. It's crazy that it's actually been a year. I'm so happy that I've gotten to this point in my relationship with her. If I could sum up the feeling of happiness I feel of getting to this point, I would..but it's just difficult as to how the feeling leaves me at a loss for words.
I don't know why, but I've gotten really into that "America's Suitehearts" song by Fall Out Boy. I know when I first listened to it when I downloaded the album, it didn't really appeal to me. None of the songs really stuck out to me as a song that I could listen to over and over and enjoy it each time. But I dunno, it's like this song applied krazy glue on itself and landed on my senses. Haha, nah I dunno. I don't know why I like this song. Maybe it's the melody and the flow of it or whether it's the lyrics. I dunno dude, but I just like it.
I need a dang job. These places need to start calling me back. I mean it would be nice to at least get a call letting me know they received my application. I need cash. I need cash to save. I need cash to pay for my own stuff instead of having my mom give me money. I feel bad from time to time because things are getting hard..especially with this economy. And my mom gives me money, pays for my gas. I mean she has her own things to worry about and I would like to take a load off of her shoulders and take care of my stuff..at least for gas.
Speaking of gas, my Jeep isn't cutting it with the massive amounts of gas it takes. It's like filling up a little more than half a tank runs at about 45 bucks. With today's gas prices, it makes me want to sell the Jeep for a much more fuel efficient car. Or at least for a Honda. Something...anything that gets more than 15 miles a gallon. Gah.
I've also started to think about with what I want to major in. I've had a small appeal towards something in pharmacy. Which means that I would have to take chemistry classes and those are..well, not in the ballpark of my interests. At least it's not as hard as advanced math classes are to me. But it's not final yet, we'll see what happens over the next semester and a half. Something in pharmacy might be cool though.
It seemed to me that the negativity in things just kills everything. But I've come around to realize that not everything negative is such a killjoy. I know that there are times when you're so high(not literally) that nothing seems to be wrong, but then once something with a negative label happens, it brings you down. I know we've all been there. Living life on the negative side isn't the ideal way, I mean it's life. And if you have a choice, an opportunity to live it being happy..go for it. Don't sit around dwelling on the negatives and how things would have been better off if it didn't happen, no. Take it as a learning opportunity. An opportunity to make use of whatever it was and learn from it. With my point, take in all the negativity and use it to better yourself. It's all just a part of life, and we all live it..so why not?
Dang, that turned into a pretty long blog. Well, that's it for tonight..I think..
Yeah..that's it.
Bye.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Man...
So yesterday, while I was driving to school I came up with stuff I wanted to blog about. I was pretty excited because I had actually thought of something beforehand that I could think about before I write about it and then write about it. But when I came around to actually have time to blog, whatever I had in mind just vanished. I was pretty upset because it would've made a good blog. Whatever, it's okay!
I watched the movie, Knowing, today on my computer. The first half of the movie was good, worthy of being watched. But the second half of the movie was just weird, mainly the last 20 minutes or so. It was so weird that I couldn't help but laugh at what was happening. If only the second half of the movie was as good as the first, I would recommend this to everyone.
Crap..so I started this blog last night and I never posted it. I wrote the part about Knowing today, but the first paragraph yesterday. Anyways, I said "crap" because as I was writing this last night, I started to think of things to write. I was getting sleepy, so I stopped blogging and thought that I would remember what I was going to write the next day. Well, I lost that train of thought once again. I think I need to start writing down the topic of things when I think of things to write. I could have had two cool blogs already! Eh, oh well..whatever. Sorry folks, no cool, insightful blog for today ):
Bye!
I watched the movie, Knowing, today on my computer. The first half of the movie was good, worthy of being watched. But the second half of the movie was just weird, mainly the last 20 minutes or so. It was so weird that I couldn't help but laugh at what was happening. If only the second half of the movie was as good as the first, I would recommend this to everyone.
Crap..so I started this blog last night and I never posted it. I wrote the part about Knowing today, but the first paragraph yesterday. Anyways, I said "crap" because as I was writing this last night, I started to think of things to write. I was getting sleepy, so I stopped blogging and thought that I would remember what I was going to write the next day. Well, I lost that train of thought once again. I think I need to start writing down the topic of things when I think of things to write. I could have had two cool blogs already! Eh, oh well..whatever. Sorry folks, no cool, insightful blog for today ):
Bye!
Monday, March 23, 2009
Finally!
I finally turned in my R2-01 so sometime soon, my name will be read after the worship service!
Anyways, I just came back from running. I AM GOING TO RUN ALL THIS WEEK! ARRRGGHHHH!!! wtf..haha but foreal, I need to it going with my cardio, I'm gaining weight back again. I need to lose a bit of weight so my muscles could actually show from under the layers of fat I have haha. Dieting is the hardest part of being on a workout regimen. I haven't really been dieting. Oh well, I'm gonna start it up again now. I need to be fit for the summer..and hopefully for all afterwards, too. haha. That's all.
K bye!
Anyways, I just came back from running. I AM GOING TO RUN ALL THIS WEEK! ARRRGGHHHH!!! wtf..haha but foreal, I need to it going with my cardio, I'm gaining weight back again. I need to lose a bit of weight so my muscles could actually show from under the layers of fat I have haha. Dieting is the hardest part of being on a workout regimen. I haven't really been dieting. Oh well, I'm gonna start it up again now. I need to be fit for the summer..and hopefully for all afterwards, too. haha. That's all.
K bye!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I Wonder
...is a song by Mr. Kanye West from his "Graduation" album..his pre-808 days. No hate to the 808s & Heartbreak album. I like it, too!
Anyways, I've been listening to some of his songs from "Graduation" and I have to say that I like it more right now than I did when I first listened to it. This song called "I Wonder" is a pretty amazing song. Although I don't know the real meaning of it, it makes me wonder about things not related to the song. It makes me wonder about my future, how is it gonna be? What am I gonna be? I know right now, I have no clue on what I want to major in. I was pretty sure about that upon leaving high school, but my mind changed. I'm not sure at all what I'm majoring in up to this point. It's okay, I have time..like what everyone says.
Another thing I wonder about is why things are the way they are right now. I know there's a biblical standpoint as to why things are currently like this, but I'd like to see it from the world's point of view. I want to see why things changed so much and how it got this bad from the minds that made it the way it is. See, America and probably most of the world has become overdependent on fossil fuels, and we all have been using it up like there's an unlimited source. And as the supply has been dwindling, the demand for it has been overwhelmingly increasing, thus sparking a rise in prices for gas. A man named Van Jones devised a scheme in which one solution would fix two of the world's biggest problems. We've been covering it in sociology and it's pretty interesting to see the break down in things sociologically.
Other than a failing economy and an inevitable fossil fuel depletion, I once wondered about jellyfish. Yeah..I don't know haha. But really, jellyfish are very interesting. They have no brain as well as no heart. And if you ever see one, they are usually clear so you could see their insides. Upon looking in, and depending on the type of jellyfish, you usually don't see much in there. So it's like, how are they living?
Wait, did he really ask her to prom? Seriously? I know that he needed a prom date, but why even ask her? I wonder what his thought process was in asking. I mean, come on..you've got to be kidding me, right? And it's not just that, it's his mindset of it. Just because of distance, does it make it okay for him to try to get with her? He already knows that she's not into him, so you know, why even try? Come on, she's not even single..is that not enough of a reason to stop trying? Get over it. Geeze.
Haha anyways, you ever notice how in the beginning of the year, the days/weeks/months go by really fast and then around the end of summer to the end of the year, they start to slow down? Ever notice it? Maybe it's just me, but that's the way things feel to me. Look, it's already what..March 21? It came by as quick as my dog, Weezer, comes by to the table while we're eating in hopes to get scraps haha. Since it's already March 21, that means April is nearing. And it's almost April 3..whoa! With time moving really fast for me right now, it'll help when I'm waiting for my next trip to Cali. Ahhhh Cali, it's coming soon enough!
Man, I should really add some photos/images to my posts. Almost all of them are just words, thoughts, and ideas.
But will I? I don't know..maybe!
Yanno?
Well I don't.
Bye!
Anyways, I've been listening to some of his songs from "Graduation" and I have to say that I like it more right now than I did when I first listened to it. This song called "I Wonder" is a pretty amazing song. Although I don't know the real meaning of it, it makes me wonder about things not related to the song. It makes me wonder about my future, how is it gonna be? What am I gonna be? I know right now, I have no clue on what I want to major in. I was pretty sure about that upon leaving high school, but my mind changed. I'm not sure at all what I'm majoring in up to this point. It's okay, I have time..like what everyone says.
Another thing I wonder about is why things are the way they are right now. I know there's a biblical standpoint as to why things are currently like this, but I'd like to see it from the world's point of view. I want to see why things changed so much and how it got this bad from the minds that made it the way it is. See, America and probably most of the world has become overdependent on fossil fuels, and we all have been using it up like there's an unlimited source. And as the supply has been dwindling, the demand for it has been overwhelmingly increasing, thus sparking a rise in prices for gas. A man named Van Jones devised a scheme in which one solution would fix two of the world's biggest problems. We've been covering it in sociology and it's pretty interesting to see the break down in things sociologically.
Other than a failing economy and an inevitable fossil fuel depletion, I once wondered about jellyfish. Yeah..I don't know haha. But really, jellyfish are very interesting. They have no brain as well as no heart. And if you ever see one, they are usually clear so you could see their insides. Upon looking in, and depending on the type of jellyfish, you usually don't see much in there. So it's like, how are they living?
Wait, did he really ask her to prom? Seriously? I know that he needed a prom date, but why even ask her? I wonder what his thought process was in asking. I mean, come on..you've got to be kidding me, right? And it's not just that, it's his mindset of it. Just because of distance, does it make it okay for him to try to get with her? He already knows that she's not into him, so you know, why even try? Come on, she's not even single..is that not enough of a reason to stop trying? Get over it. Geeze.
Haha anyways, you ever notice how in the beginning of the year, the days/weeks/months go by really fast and then around the end of summer to the end of the year, they start to slow down? Ever notice it? Maybe it's just me, but that's the way things feel to me. Look, it's already what..March 21? It came by as quick as my dog, Weezer, comes by to the table while we're eating in hopes to get scraps haha. Since it's already March 21, that means April is nearing. And it's almost April 3..whoa! With time moving really fast for me right now, it'll help when I'm waiting for my next trip to Cali. Ahhhh Cali, it's coming soon enough!
Man, I should really add some photos/images to my posts. Almost all of them are just words, thoughts, and ideas.
But will I? I don't know..maybe!
Yanno?
Well I don't.
Bye!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Post post
Yanno, I can't really think of a clever, attention-getting first line for this blog, so I'm just gonna go straight into it.
I partook today. Twice. Being able to give praises, sing my heart out, and partaking twice was an amazing feeling. It was tiring, but still amazing nonetheless. The weather today gave the "lazy Sunday" atmosphere, but it didn't take away from the delicateness of this occasion. It was a bit difficult because I had to sleep earlier than usual, and an hour even earlier than that because of the time change. Losing an hour of sleep doesn't usually feel too good. But I felt fine when I woke up.
I'm not sure how many people read my blog, but if you still have yet to partake, don't be surprised if any problems arise. Actually, expect problems to happen. Anything can happen, whether it be something big or something small. We all know that especially at this time of the year, God is just trying to test us, testing us to see if we're strong and worthy to partake. These may be the times where we experience hardships or what have you. But we have to be strong, showing that we're not letting anything faze us. Not letting anything break our concentration and preparation. We already know that God wouldn't face us with something if we weren't strong enough for it. This is the time, especially, when we can't be weak. And with that in mind, all we need to do is endure. We already know we can get through these problems, we just have to have that mindset. And when we finally partake, the feeling would be far better knowing that we were able to not let anything get in the way of our preparation.
Good Morning/Afternoon/Night
I partook today. Twice. Being able to give praises, sing my heart out, and partaking twice was an amazing feeling. It was tiring, but still amazing nonetheless. The weather today gave the "lazy Sunday" atmosphere, but it didn't take away from the delicateness of this occasion. It was a bit difficult because I had to sleep earlier than usual, and an hour even earlier than that because of the time change. Losing an hour of sleep doesn't usually feel too good. But I felt fine when I woke up.
I'm not sure how many people read my blog, but if you still have yet to partake, don't be surprised if any problems arise. Actually, expect problems to happen. Anything can happen, whether it be something big or something small. We all know that especially at this time of the year, God is just trying to test us, testing us to see if we're strong and worthy to partake. These may be the times where we experience hardships or what have you. But we have to be strong, showing that we're not letting anything faze us. Not letting anything break our concentration and preparation. We already know that God wouldn't face us with something if we weren't strong enough for it. This is the time, especially, when we can't be weak. And with that in mind, all we need to do is endure. We already know we can get through these problems, we just have to have that mindset. And when we finally partake, the feeling would be far better knowing that we were able to not let anything get in the way of our preparation.
Good Morning/Afternoon/Night
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