Forgotten

It's been a while since I've written a nice, meaningful blog. And again, I always get the ideas for a blog when I'm not at home or not infront of my computer. Maybe I really should write down the ideas on a sheet of paper or on my phone or something. It's a shame because it's like a good blog never gets to see the light of day - never gets to be instilled into the minds of whoever reads the crap I write. Numerous potential blogs gone to waste just because I get the ideas at the wrong time. Or is it because of my irresponsibility of actually taking note of a topic? Whatever..haha. However, I would've liked to get my ideas out on these things because each blog - each topic I would write about has these mere intangibles that come exclusively with that blog.

So, it's been a year and 2 days up to this point. It's crazy that it's actually been a year. I'm so happy that I've gotten to this point in my relationship with her. If I could sum up the feeling of happiness I feel of getting to this point, I would..but it's just difficult as to how the feeling leaves me at a loss for words.

I don't know why, but I've gotten really into that "America's Suitehearts" song by Fall Out Boy. I know when I first listened to it when I downloaded the album, it didn't really appeal to me. None of the songs really stuck out to me as a song that I could listen to over and over and enjoy it each time. But I dunno, it's like this song applied krazy glue on itself and landed on my senses. Haha, nah I dunno. I don't know why I like this song. Maybe it's the melody and the flow of it or whether it's the lyrics. I dunno dude, but I just like it.

I need a dang job. These places need to start calling me back. I mean it would be nice to at least get a call letting me know they received my application. I need cash. I need cash to save. I need cash to pay for my own stuff instead of having my mom give me money. I feel bad from time to time because things are getting hard..especially with this economy. And my mom gives me money, pays for my gas. I mean she has her own things to worry about and I would like to take a load off of her shoulders and take care of my stuff..at least for gas.

Speaking of gas, my Jeep isn't cutting it with the massive amounts of gas it takes. It's like filling up a little more than half a tank runs at about 45 bucks. With today's gas prices, it makes me want to sell the Jeep for a much more fuel efficient car. Or at least for a Honda. Something...anything that gets more than 15 miles a gallon. Gah.

I've also started to think about with what I want to major in. I've had a small appeal towards something in pharmacy. Which means that I would have to take chemistry classes and those are..well, not in the ballpark of my interests. At least it's not as hard as advanced math classes are to me. But it's not final yet, we'll see what happens over the next semester and a half. Something in pharmacy might be cool though.

It seemed to me that the negativity in things just kills everything. But I've come around to realize that not everything negative is such a killjoy. I know that there are times when you're so high(not literally) that nothing seems to be wrong, but then once something with a negative label happens, it brings you down. I know we've all been there. Living life on the negative side isn't the ideal way, I mean it's life. And if you have a choice, an opportunity to live it being happy..go for it. Don't sit around dwelling on the negatives and how things would have been better off if it didn't happen, no. Take it as a learning opportunity. An opportunity to make use of whatever it was and learn from it. With my point, take in all the negativity and use it to better yourself. It's all just a part of life, and we all live it..so why not?


Dang, that turned into a pretty long blog. Well, that's it for tonight..I think..


Yeah..that's it.
Bye.